In some sense, I realize sunsets can be even more beautiful than dawn,
and now I love sunsets.
Admittedly, for the past few weeks my life has been in a terrifying slow motion.
Depression was weighing me down, and I learned to accept the cruel fact that
my relationship with a certain someone has due to undergo a significant change.
That is - To abandon the 180 days of bittersweet relationship with a certain someone, for
whom I can never be compatible with, despite all my efforts to make things work!
Perhaps, those I once thought of as negative emotions, are merely calls to an action now ....
Well, I should have say ''Thanks'' to this particular someone.
Because in all honesty, I wouldn't know that I can be such a multi-talented person,
for I can pissed people off without much writing needed?
But well, since this particular someone makes me cry more than I smile,
I gussed it's not worth the efforts anymore, let alone knowing that all those
crap excuses are lies disguised in the formed of truth!
With this in mind, I hasten to add that I don’t regard myself as a saint or anyone better,
but to the very least I don't judge my friends or partner sorely by their
appearances or status!
Because I believe, one can never be worthy of anyone's respect, if he did not respect others.
And one has to learn by respecting people, for who they really are rather than nit-picking
the way others looked or dressed, as each human being in whatever circumstances
Alright, after tonight my sleep shall not weighed down by the fear of losing you anymore.
Because I'm so glad to walk without the burden of your nonsensical theory! :)