:)It was so recently, I took a self-proclaimed holiday from blogging
to reflect a little bit on my love direction where I should be heading.
Alright, I am in love! :)
Well, I'd say when you are in love, the word "Love" is an
extraordinary powerful emotion, where it is patient,
it is kind, it does not envy and it can never be proud.
And with the truest of all inexplicable feeling, love makes
everything else seems so much greener and fine than ever.
Nevertheless, everyone in their life will sure experience a
certain stages of self-doubt, distress, and conflicts
or anything you name it, all in the pursuit of the elusive
term called true love.
And very often, when one had experienced it many times,
this pursuit of true love often leads to this term call "Poison love".
Well, the reason why I term it as "Poison love" is because,
it makes one feel extremely miserable and sick towards another
individual which involved in a relationship with you, in a long
period of time.
Just like some of you, I had my share of "Poison love" too!
I had too many stages in my life where I pondered really hard,
asking why everyone was dating someone, getting married,
living or staying with their love ones, and yet I can't seem to
find the right one?
And when I did find the "right one", it's either something
wrong with the man, with the relationship, or probably with me?
And nothing in particular seems to work out fine for me!
As a result, "Poison love" makes me feel so sick and exasperated
towards relationships, especially after I've gone through the
excruciating experience with a certain individual, 4 months back.
And concluded that the only way to let the tremendous pain
pass by, is to find and keep the love that I deserve.
Anyway, life is too short to bother about a certain idiotic
individual who was known to be an outright liar cum cheater
which don't deserved to be an issue in my life anymore!
And now, I just want to tell the world that IT'S OFFICIAL,
I AM ATTACHED, soaking in bliss with a certain individual
whom I can proudly call him my boyfriend!
However, I am still very much of a hopeless romantic! :)
PS: When you really love someone, age, distance, height,
and weight is just a damn number ...
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