Four Random thoughts in 30 days
Speech is silver, and Silence is golden
The past few weeks seem to be so unkind towards me.
It was so recently, I realized when you are in doubt,
say nothing, because there's a time to speak and a time to be silent.
This picture reminded me of a lobster's story
I'm pretty fine then, despite the relentless sense of emptiness
within me since the bittersweet love departure.
Well, for the past one week I've been comforting myself
about the loss of something, but now I've already stop worrying
about all the unnecessarily!
PS: When a player meets another player, and it was all about
the art of flirting. Just couldn't agree more . . .
Work is driving me crazy
Well it was all about work, work and more work.
And did I mention? It was those unfinished work that makes
me real sick, and then there was more work.
Unknowingly sick, I felt that I've been to the darker place
in my mind that anyone else can ever imagine.
Most of the time, I feel so irritated by every single little things,
and it was so weird that, I feel almost an urge to pick a fight with
anyone just to distract myself until something really bad happens.
But soon, I begin to wake up this idea.
Because life's simply isn't easy for anyone, and of course I'm
never a special exception to that, and so I was told to remind myself
every single minute of my life, to just deal with all the unhappiness
and get over it. And this is the reason why, I'm still very much alive now.
PS: Maybe career is just like true love, it never really did runs
smooth, and it will come when I less prepared or wasn't looking
for anything. At least I hope it will, and if it doesn't, then perhaps
it's time for me to look for a more relaxing job :)
When Supper is great love
Many years back, I remembered one of my favourite teacher
told me that, man does not die but he kills himself by over-eating!
Sound pretty scary huh?
It's puzzling that food that sustains life can also murder
one's life. Well I guess what it meant was that if someone
tend to be over-eating after a long period of time,
it's arteries can be clogged up with fats and the risk of
dying of diseases is higher.
Well, as for a normal and "healthy" person like me,
I seldom rejects food. Eating has became a habit for me,
especially supper, and failure to do so, I'll lack
of energy to do anything and unable to sleep well at night.
Weird it is, I always ignore advice on taking supper
very late at night, and dismiss it as a nonsense thing,
until yesterday . . .
Relatives who came to my house and told me that,
"Oh, you looked pretty different from the last time
I saw you ar, what exactly happen to you"?!?
Friends whom I seldom see, and accidently bumped
into them in the middle of nowhere saying,
"X-tin have you been eating too much? I can feel
your double chin . . . bla bla bla"!!!
Arghhh, it must be the supper attacks!!!
Well, never in my life have I been so rudely interrupted
so many times of being "prejudge" as a fatass.
And, I certainly loathe people who said that to me,
but never mind, I'll certainly change for the better!
PS: I'm so gonna lose 3kg in a week's time!
You don't know me
It was just a week after the Lobster's story,
I bumped into someone whom I've lost contact
for many many months ago.
He is quite a nice guy, but maybe just too nice
to every "other" girls as well.
This song is specially dedicate to someone, if he ever read this post
To my beloved Mr sensitive guy.
If only what you said was true,
you are sensitive because I meant something to you,
and you are pissed with my actions because you like me?
If only what I felt was true,
I'm just a toy, a kid, a flirt or maybe just somebody,
and that's what stopping you!
If only what we thought was true,
maybe I don't know you and you don't know me,
and we both never put in any effort.
PS: My theory of love is, Some will, Some won't, So what? Move on!