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X-tin is missing someone lately.

Minutes slowly goes by as the precious thoughts of the someone
once again remain in X-tin's mind. The comforting images of the
someone takes hold of her soul, & through her eyes she visualize
the time she had with the someone (though is short) before the
someone had to go, and look for another someone.

X-tin then realise she miss the someone after not seeing him
for a week. There's no other person X-tin been thinking accept
the someone, and no other person X-tin would rather be loved,
and no other person she would rather miss than the someone!

It was like the flower misses the sun, and the sun misses the moon.
And once again, the missing game is like having no soul,
waking up in the early morning and going through the day with
emptiness in the heart.

I miss Desmond

Late at night when the whole world is sleeping, X-tin stay up and
think of that someone... and she wish upon a star that somewhere
that the someone is thinking of her, too.
But then again, maybe with a second thoughts, X-tin shouldn't
fill herself with false hope that the someone might be missing her
like how she's missing him.

...
It was an hour ago, X-tin then realise when she misses that someone,
she don't have to go far. Just have to look inside her broken heart
because that's where she'll find the someone.

X-tin miss herself and the someone more...
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