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Crush

In life, everyone has crushes on someone,

the feeling is like butterflies in your tummy, and

there is a certain burning desire to be with that special

someone, who you find very attractive and extremely

special which somehow makes your heart melts.

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So recently, I've a secret crush on someone.

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I seriously have no idea, but he is that someone that

always appear in my thoughts and somehow I couldn't

get him out of my head. This feeling is weird, and can you

imagine, everything happens around me reminds me of him?

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For example, today my mum ask me to pass her the

bottle of chili sauce, and it reminds me of him.

Next, I'm trying to change myself
to impress him and for some weird reason,
it seems like every new person I met recently
reminds me of him again?

And now, commitment is actually starting
to sound like something I could stand.

Don't ask me why, I don’t know why that is,
it just happens. And its unbelievable,
I actually do develop a crush on someone?

Anyway, I didn't tell anyone about I've
a crush on this particular person.
Probably because I'm afraid others with a
reputation of gossip or big mouth will
actually tell the whole world about
my feelings towards this particular person.

Hmmmm....
Actually I'm trying to treat my crush the
same way as I treat all my acquaintances,
in case he's aware of my feelings for him.

But then again, I can't behave being too shy around
him either, or else he might think I'm weird and
may be suspicious.

Arghhh...
It's just a crush, that's all, but
it sound so confusing and complicated?

I think I'm mad to actually blog about this......
but somehow it became a set topic between
me and my darling Christina

Kay, go check out her blog :)
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