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Anyone scream "True Love Forever"?

It ended.
Those were the words out of his mouth that he didn't
much care. But why.

Right then, when I thought I was expecting myself to
extend a middle finger in the direction of someone's
picture, but then I just realised I've already given up
everything or maybe that someone that used to make
me happy.

And now I'm this stiff hollow person who's constantly
angry and annoyed by the things that someone said.

To be exact, it ended. Really ended before anyone
realise it. I say this constantly to myself,
and my resolution is to look at brighter side,
but, there is always a but.

I'd say not for the first time, but in a long time,
I feel so sad and empty. And everything's a blur.
So blurry because I could think of no logical
reason why a few sms will lead to an end.

Few hours ago, I called that particular someone.
To be exact, it really took me so much of a courage
to call that someone, and I thought probably things
will be getting slightly better or maybe...
But the word - It ended - when? - this morning -
really shut me up!

Just because of a few stupid sms and it just ended like this?
I can't help but wonder.... WHY?
It's so stupid, really, and so stupid that I really can't
stand it. And I don't think anybody can imagined
how confused I was now.

I remember when I sms that someone that I wish
he could be sent to the 19th storey of hell to die
and rot there. - I really don't mean it.

Anyway does it really matters to him now?
I guess the answer is no and I think I should've
feel grateful to him, since he jerks me up here for
nothing, and how thoughtful of him.

To make myself feel slightly better, and the ending
reason more convincing, I tried hard to constantly
telling myself that..............

One fine day, he probably too afraid that I'll
dump him because the fact that I can never tolerating
an intolerably hormonal asshole like him, and so
therefore he choose to leave me before I tried to dump him.

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