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To be myself

I had never thought it would be so difficult to be myself.
I am 24 this year, and I got a problem of adjusting to the
social image. This is a bit of weird shit right?

I am constantly being told by my mum,
"You are old enough to understand".
"A big girl like you shouldn't behave like this".
"What will people say"?
"You can't dress like that to go parties... ".

Why are there so many do's and don'ts?
I'm just being myself!

Being myself really annoyed lotsa people around me:

I am so sure that many of my bad habits may be a
source of annoyance to other people.

Punctuality
Guess everyone will agree that punctuality is an
important virtue. I mean it actually shows that we
respect the time which others spare for us or are
willing to give us.

As for me, I detest the habit of arriving late at a meeting,
a movie or a date.

Alright, it may sound weird, as in I hate being late but
the fact that I was NEVER early. I don't deny that I've
no sense of time and I m the kind that will late for everything.

Losing Things
Almost all of us lose something and then spend a long
time looking for it. As for me, I am a great one for losing
things.

I was always looking for something or the other which I had
misplaced, it may be my handphone, ATM card, bags or wallet.
Then again, I remember I lost my wallet twice and it was really
a disaster.

I once lost my Guggi handbag. It was the first time this kinda
thing happened and I really don't know what to do.
I believe that I have somehow left my bag behind near the
bus stop.

Trying to look for it but still no trace of it.
Then with no choice, I've to go to the police station
and report the lost of my handbag and it took me almost
2 hours to record my statement. And due to this, I was late
for work and my boss was really unhappy.

Sometimes I wondered, is there any way of not losing things?
Anyway, it is obvious that losing things can prove to be very
clostly both in terms of money and time.

Attitude
Most of the times people conclude that I am a very difficult
person to deal with, most probably of my attitude & behaviour.

People are telling me that they're really upset to see when
I actually adopt the kind of "helpless" attitude. That is,
not being independent, rebel against the tendency to
postpone important dates, finding excuses not to attending
important functions, lack of self-discipline and a habit of
laziness than any serious problem.

Kay, maybe I am a lazy bum who is not diplomatic and tactful
in the sense that, not trying hard enough to please the people
around me.

To be honest, I do not know how many people I have
annoyed due to my attitudes, mannerisms, behaviour
and maybe opinions, but I guess I m just being myself,
though the fact that you may not like it.

Accept my weird shit if you love me
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