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Today I went to Dawn's coffee house with my
sister shermeen.

To my amazement, the coffee house has changed
so much, and it was like a year or more since
I last visit ah mai and papa.

I chat with dawn and ah mai, but papa
seems so quiet?

I guess probably it has been so long since
I last visit him, and our common conversation
is not there anymore. Well, no matter what,
he's still the papa I respected :)

Out of nowhere, Dawn mention about my
ex boyfriend.

She was saying: "So hows you and your boyfriend"?
I was like... somehow tongue tied?

I paused for a moment, and said: "Its Over"!!!
Its so OVER!

Alright, I shall not narrow down to my ex again.
You see, its so pointless..

I parted with shermeen, and went home shortly.
Took a hot bath, had my Nutri fresh and went
for a short nap.

Can you imagine life like this?
Half a day gone, and I spent doing nothing.

I became fully awake only when I received a call
from Jasmine.

She told me a shocking news.
Ling man was dead!!!
OMG..!!

Ling man was my secondary schoolmates,
and she's only 23 this year.
She's a nurse, and most of the time she's working
night shift and her boyfriend used to fetch her
home after work.

As usual, her boyfriend came and fetch her
yesterday at 4am in the morning with his bike.
Unfortunately, on their way back, the bike skidded.

Sadly to say, Ling man died on the spot while
her boyfriend only had minor injuries.

She's so young yet so...
No doubts, everyone feel sad for her.
Though we're just hi-bye friend, but I do
feel sorry and sad for her.

Suddenly I felt life's so short.
And.. got the urge to tell my ex that I
still miss him as much.

You see, we can never predict what will happen
tomorrow?

Maybe one day.. perhaps one night.. or.. ...
Okay I know, its pointless.. so pointless...

Tomorrow I may go to the wake with my dummy,
hopefully she'll rest in peace.

PS: Death row is a state of mind
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Have you wonder why wedding ring
was round?

Have you ever...?