When I was much younger,
I used to admire intelligent people.
As I grow older, I admire kind people,
perhaps that’s the reason why I was so in
love with him?
So where should I start?
After reading my blog entry,
some of my friends came and ask me,
“What happen to you, you sound really sad here”?
Well, is that true?
Sorry to make you guys worry.
I’m perfectly fine here.
I mean, I felt so much better now,
though there are times when I'll still miss him.
Well, I don’t deny the fact that I will miss him
when something really good happens
or something troubling me, because in all
honestly, he's still the one who understands
Frankly speaking, I never stop loving him.
Probably I just learn how to live without him,
as I know fairly well I can’t go back to him,
and it will never be the same anymore.
But you see, I have so many memories with him,
so many things to look back on, and I learned
and gained so much from him, though I hated him
sometimes when he makes me cry.
So I guess, its a natural thing to miss him times
Very often, I feel I was haunted by the purposelessness
of my life, and was trying so hard to find a new content in it.
Then I realise that the past can never be changed.
And I knew zillion of words can never bring him back
to me anymore, let alone my tears.
Many says, being strong means being able to let go?
Well, from this relationship, I've learnt a good lesson
that giving someone all your love is never an assurance
that they'll love you back!
Just dont expect more love in return, and that's about it.
Well, I guess maybe God really really want me to
meet a few more wrong ones, before meeting the
right one, so that I will tend to treasure my precious gift
on a much mature state later.
PS: When the door of my happiness closes, another opens,
however it was me who took so long to realize that I was
actually given a chance to open a new door ...
Place of birth:
D. O. B:
I officially age every 26 April since 1984
Single but NOT available
Food/travelling the world/Photography/
All kinds except heavy metal
Murder in the first/ the truth about cats and dogs/Priceless/200 pounds beauty/ my sassy girl/
One night in California/Be with you...
the list goes on...
I don't read...maybe falling leaves?
Japanese Buffet/Thai food/Steamboat/
Ms Kopisoh.She is my best girlfriend.Though I may not be her best friend, her laughters & jokes make me happy.
She's like a Big sister to me, and often I seek her for advice and she is like my SOS hotline.
Favourite Opposite Sex Feature:
I would have to say the height.
What is VirginLuvToxic?
Infact everyone came across my blog was asking,what do you mean by "VirginLuvToxic"???
Alright, my explanation was...I was known for my virgin like thinking,and was somehow toxified by the surrounding..
So there you go... "VirginLuvToxic"!!!*