28 December 2007

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27 December 2007

Me & my twin - mushroom fairy

Its the three of us....




Kel & ah swee






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22 December 2007

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A virgin's diary

This year seems to be a rocky year
for me, mainly due to the insecurities
and probably moodiness?

Okay, I don't deny I feel weak and brittle
when I was not in a good mood or
encountered problems like
back-stabbings, betrayals or even
misunderstandings among colleagues.

Then, I realised I cant handle difficult situations,
and ya I agreed, I'm so impatient with others.
But I really cant tolerate when nasty people try
to speak ill of me and getting me into trouble.
It seems to me that, they're trying to test my
patience or maybe trying to antagonize me?

Yes I knew, when problems are severe,
try to be diplomatic and tactful in the sense that
avoid conflicts with others as much as possible,
even others are trying really hard to irritates me.

And though, explaining or maybe convincing others,
rather then bulldozing my way through will definitely
makes things better, but too bad.. this is never me.

The reason is, I just cant show how gracious I am by being
so fake that smiling it off, and pretend nothing had happen.
Conclusion is, I hatred office politics and too many
power struggles, and indeed I
m a difficult person. lol


Sorry.
Recently, I seems to have lots of weird thoughts.

Well, that could be I am a weird person,
that going through a weird stage in my life.

First, as I mentioned in my earlier post,
I always feel that yesterday was better
than today..and that everyone seems to
treat me like an alien.

And frequently, I felt lost and confused,
angry, pissed off or even annoyed by those
small little things..
I cant help but wonder,
am I a compulsive depresser?

Why did I end up this way? Oh my...
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20 December 2007


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The 4.05 am breakfast...
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BB this is for you...

19 December 2007

Rubik's cube


Gross.. hand in nose?









The solution:

08 December 2007

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While waiting...
Posing as usual...
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Me & KB
Sleepy head..

6.05 am . . .

06 December 2007

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Bad day...

To be honest, I've decided not to blog about it,
however I just loathe to see myself doing nothing about it!

Its too complicated for me to give a summary about
what really did happened, and I guess I shall cut it short.
Also as promised, no names will be mentioned here.

I cried.

Yes, I am saddened and somehow hurt by someone.
Its related to my work, and the someone
whom I work closely with.

Without a doubt, I'm the kind who can't handle
much stress,
but the only thing I can say is,
I m still a good worker!

I stayed for OT without claim during weekdays even
if its not
my week for clearing auto loan amendments.

Whenever my unit needs me, I'll always be there on
standby mode 24/7,
even if its a Sat or Sun I'll still go
back to work
for the sake of UAT testing.

So?

Does any1 appreciate it?

Hell NO!

It was a busy day with lots of manual/fimis creation,
and I did make an effort to finish all the cases before
I left for my class today.

Okay, for the sake of those creations,
I stayed till 6.40pm,
thought I should have left
office at about 5.45pm.


However...

Somehow, some people just don't appreciate it at all!
Yes, I knew it, he never liked me as a staff before.
Its ok, now I've realised where I stand!

Whatever it is, he shouldn't have vented his anger on me!

Sorry to be rude.... but... WTF!
N I really have had enough of that Mr A.!.

I absolutely detest people who vent their anger
on others when in the first place, they don't even
realise it was their mistake!

And you see, after realising it's their mistake,
they will merely CHASE you away by saying:

"Oh, then during the next meeting we shall
see ways
to improve it".....

I left office at about 6.45pm.

I didn't go for my OB class, though part of the

reason is because of Jing & Swee, but
I guessed my classmates will be laughing at me
when they see my panda eyes. .

YES, I cried.
And I can even sense that the taxi driver was
somehow
laughing at me.

If you really understand me well,
I'm not a cry baby kind of girl,
but this time...
I was like out of control...

Working for this bank for almost 2yrs,
and it was the first time I cried,
and shall be my last too..

Promise

Pretend to be civil to some1 i dislike is never me

05 December 2007

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味之樓...... the Taste of Paradise